==> Be The Cerulean Cyclops

immaculateasepsis:

enrapturedalchemist:

immaculateasepsis:

-YOU’RE RIGHT, YOU’RE TOTALLY RIGHT IT WA5 UNIMPORTANT.-
-5o let’5 ju5t leave it behind. Except you’re not a moron and you 5houldn’t 5hut up forever.-
-… Don’t turn away oh my go5h I’m 5till here.-
> He would have grabbed his face, but. WELL arms still. He doesn’t wanna give anything away yet nope.-
-Look it doe5n’t even matter, we’re 5till buddie5.-

uugh noo. noow myy. sTuupid fluushed feeelings aare gooing Too bee. oouT iin thee oopen. aand eeverything iis gooing Too bee. aawkward. fuuck. iit waas haard eenough Too Tryy aand hiide iit beefore. aand THIIS AANON. RUUINED SHIIt. FUUCK.

> And he’s going to pull up his hoodie a little more and PRESS HIS SUNGLASSES RIGHT THE FUCK TO HIS FACE. He’s totally upset man.

weere sTiill buuddies? waaTch aas yoou diisappear. froom thee faace oof aalTernia.

> SIGH LOUDLY AND FACEPALM.
-Okay come on really? Do you think that I’d actually do that to you?-
-If I wa5 gonna di55apear then I would have done it by now don’t you think?-
-I don’t care. It’5 nothing. Maybe it’5 for the better cau5e that’5 not an ea5y thing to 5ay and. At lea5t it’5 off your che5t now 5o calm down.-
-I’d hug you but I’m kind of 5cared you’d cringe and di55olve into nothing.-

thiis iis gooing Too maake eeverything aawkward aand iiTs gooing Too bee beecause oof thee faacT thaaT ii juusT.

FUUCK. iim gooing Too ruuin eeverything beecause thaaT iis aa thiing ii doo.

>He may or may not be crying right now, and only from one eye too. Because his other was. Yeah. Well.
And then he’s scrubbing at his face with his sleeve.

iim soorry iim suuch aa fuuck saariol.

immaculateasepsis:

enrapturedalchemist:

immaculateasepsis replied to your post: -Alaeve you little 5hit an5wer me before I come over and 5pray lemon pledge in your face.-

-Oh my god I don’t hate you I promi5e. 5top freaking out. 5hoo5h. I. Everyone ha5 their 5ecret5. Even me.-

buuT. saariol thiis. chaanges. eeverything. yoou knoow aboouT myy sTuupid feeelings.

ii waant Too puunch aa meeowbeast riighT noow. :T

-Alaeve 5hut up wow it’5 not a big deal alright?-
-It doe5n’t have to change anything, you’re ju5t. Looking way too deeply into thi5. And it’5 dumb.-

-Be5ide5it5notone5idedokay5o5hutup.-

waaiT whaaT?? ii diidnT caaTch thaaT… ooh iiTs proobably nooT iimporTanT iis iiT. XT;;;

aargh. blaar. yooure riighT. iim juusT beeing. aa coompleTe mooron. and ii shoould juusT. shuuT uup foorever. iim soorry. bleeh.

> He’s just gonna look to the side dejectedly now yep.

immaculateasepsis replied to your post: -Alaeve you little 5hit an5wer me before I come over and 5pray lemon pledge in your face.-

-Oh my god I don’t hate you I promi5e. 5top freaking out. 5hoo5h. I. Everyone ha5 their 5ecret5. Even me.-

buuT. saariol thiis. chaanges. eeverything. yoou knoow aboouT myy sTuupid feeelings.

ii waant Too puunch aa meeowbeast riighT noow. :T

immaculateasepsis:

-What the fuck did I ju5t read.-

OOH MYY GOOD DIID YOOU AACtUALLY SEEE THAAt.

HOOLY FUUCK YOOU SAAW NOOTHING OOKAY. NOOTHING. YOOU HEEAR MEE.

> Alaeve: Cover post up and bawl quietly.

aall. oof my diigniTy. doown thee draain. TT__TT;;;

— immaculateAsepsis [IA] began trolling enrapturedAlchemist [EA] —

reyahstuck:

… To be entirely honest, Sariol was kind of expecting that once the door opened, he would be seeing face to face, or perhaps a little bit taller than he was— but instead he found that he had to look down. He didn’t expect the little cerulean to be… Short. It left him baffled for a moment, but regardless, he nodded, looking in the hive for a second and looking around just to make sure it was at least orderly, and then he started walking in when invited.

He didn’t expect him to be speaking so shyly, either. He was so quiet.
“Nice to finally meet you face to face, Alaeve.”
Slowly, Sariol walked into the foreign hive, huffing a little to himself and trying to  stay calm, stay collected, not excite himself or freak himself out because he wanted to make a good impression. They weren’t masked behind any fucking screens this time, it was actually a little bit intimidating. He wasn’t used to real interaction, sad as it may be. He liked the comfort of his quiet little hive, his clean little hive that was organized down to the finest detail and it unsettled him a little when he had to be in another one… But he figured he could bare through it.

So he just put up a little smile, vaguely nodding, and being sure to try and keep Alaeve on his left side all the while, and not behind him either.
“You’ve got a nice place here,” he supposed. He thought of his own hive as ideal. This one still unnerved him a little.
Then he kind of pointed at his shades with his good arm.
“Do you always wear your hood up like that, with those sunglasses? I mean, you’re indoors I don’t really see a reason why you would— Ah, nevermind, where’s your ablution block?”

He put his other acm behind his back then, looking around more and trying to avoid the topic. He didn’t want to ask any stupid questions, but he successfully did that already. Good job Sariol, wonerful first impression.
I can’t type why do you roleplay with me omg
defecates and rolls about

“Oh, thank you. And. No, I. Don’t tend to wear these things in my hive but today I’m. Well. My ears are cold, and my head and neck are cold, and my eyes are still sensitive from an accident from one of my previous alchemy experiments.”

Alaeve fidgeted a little, tugging on his sleeve, trying to cover his hands which were calloused and charred a little from countless botched experiments and chemicals and products of his toil and research, and he grabbed his own biceps self consciously.

“Yes, of course. Come in, I’ll. Show you the way.”

He felt uncomfortable with how Sariol continuously attempted to be on his blind-side, and squirmed a little as he tried his very best to gravitated towards the right. He walked, shuffling a little, tensed and on edge as he led Sariol to his ablution block.

“Can you. Maybe. NOT walk on my right side? please?”

He definitely did not want to go through with explaining why he was intensely uncomfortable with it, but found it at least comforting in a sense that he would be pretty much incapable of seeing his disapproving look, or the questioning and or interrogating expression that would no doubt break him quickly. He was intensely agitated, twitching a little as he tugged almost obsessively on his hood.

“Here we are.”

He turned his head away from Sariol, trying to keep his empty eyesocket away from prying eyes. He was intent on keeping his friendship and if he had to hide forever, so be it.